We are creatures of habit.

I must tell you all that I'm struggling. A few times a day (especially while I'm teaching, but usually in informal meetings) I get a real sense for why I love embedding myself in other cultures. But sincerely, most of the time it is trying for me to see a Jubilee around the corner for this little church in Korce. We need prayers for creativity, for a revival, for hearts that can hope and long for a better world and more of His glorious kingdom. I pray it is not ridiculous for me to be dreaming of a community that has depth and pours out truth; that a rabble rousing church full of struggle and pain, that is simultaneously (or at least eventually) able to cling to a God that allows grace and freedom is fully possible. Are glimmers of heaven really not possible on this earth? I simply cannot believe we are here to stare at the sun; to convince ourselves He is up in the heavens somewhere, while we stay here, our eyes steady on our watches, waiting for the next activity in the schedule of our predictable lives. And worst of all: I know I am apart of the problem, that I get caught up in meaningless tasks and forget what worth there is in the truth, love and hope we are privileged to with Him. Can we help each other get there? Lord knows, I need it. Please talk to Him on my behalf.
Also, there is good news too. I do not want to leave this note in a state of depression. I have 6 wonderful students, most of which are girls younger than me, and they are adorable. Discussions with them are moments of sheer beauty...I love hearing them as they see Jesus as he is. Pray that they are nothing but honest with me, and I with them. I would hate for them to feel any sort of pressure as we discuss His glorious character...I want them only to sense invitation in my excitement of who He is. I am planning some outside activities too for all the students in WEI, so let us hope they are well received. I love you all so much! More to come...especially once I see you face to face. I'm never very good at retelling stories through a computer screen. Let us go forth in hope...creating more moments of eternity on earth.